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EVEN IF I'M NOTMy first words as a mother were, "Dont drop him. It was as if I knew, even before I held my first child, that I wouldnt be able to hold onto my children. \n \nWe were the family who lost half our children; over a ten year period, four of our eight children died, as infants, from a rare mitochondrial disorder. After the babies died, I was sure that nothing terrible could happen to us ever again. \n \n \nNot to us. \n \n \nThen, Yossi, our oldest child
My first words as a mother were, "Don’t drop him.” It was as if I knew, even before I held my first child, that I wouldn’t be able to hold onto my children.
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\nWe were the family who lost half our children; over a ten-year period, four of our eight children died, as infants, from a rare mitochondrial disorder. After the babies died, I was sure that nothing terrible could happen to us ever again.
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\nNot to us.
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\nThen, Yossi, our oldest child and only son, drowned six weeks before his wedding day.
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\nAs a child, Yossi loved playing with words. Once, when he was getting ready for school, I said to him, "There are bagels on the counter if you’re hungry.”
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\nHe said, "Even if I’m not.”
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\n"What?”
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\n"The bagels are on the counter even if I’m not hungry.”
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\nAfter Yossi died, I grappled with long-held beliefs: Hashem is close; everything that happens has a purpose; and our neshamos continue to exist after we leave This World. The comfort of these truths was there for me, if I was ready to accept it, but also—as I learned—"even if I’m not”…
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\nAt first, I couldn’t find my way forward. I felt like Hashem was saying, I’m asking you to do something impossible. Do it anyway.
\nEven If I’m Not is the story of doing the impossible.
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\nBy Devorie Kreiman
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★★★★★ 5
Natural soap
Size: 3.5 Ounce (Pack of 3)
Smaller than expected. Lathers well and smells great. Rinses off easily.
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Reviewed in the United States on June 1, 2026
★★★★★ 5
Yummmm
Size: 3.5 Ounce (Pack of 6)
These smell absolutely amazing and leave my skin feeling great. They don't run out super fast and was a great gift for my husband
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Reviewed in the United States on April 26, 2026
★★★★★ 5
A Noticeable Upgrade from Regular Soaps
Size: 3.5 Ounce (Pack of 6)
Leaves skin soft, smooth, and refreshed without dryness
I’ve tried plenty of big retail soaps over the years, but this one stands out right away. The bar lathers nicely and leaves my skin feeling noticeably smoother and never dry, which is a huge improvement compared to what I used before. The scent is clean and subtle, not overpowering, so it works well for everyday use. I did expect the bar to be a little bigger, but it has held up better than I thought it would, making it worth the price—especially since I picked it up during a sale. Overall, this is a quality soap that feels more refined than the usual options, and I’ll definitely keep it in my rotation.
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Reviewed in the United States on September 7, 2025
★★★★★ 5
Soap
Size: 3.5 Ounce (Pack of 6)
My son and I really enjoy this soap. Not an overpowering smell and it lasts a decent amount of time...unlike other soaps
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Reviewed in the United States on May 8, 2026
★★★★★ 4
Works well
Size: 3.5 Ounce (Pack of 6)
I just wanted to update my review as I have had more time to review the product. The presentation is well done and in a nice looking box. Initially it did not smell the best in the box but when it gets wet it has a mild smell that is pleasant. It has a great lather, the exfoliating beads feel good, and it does work well. Great product but the smell is mild.
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Reviewed in the United States on December 26, 2023